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Monday, December 13, 2010

zindagi ko hasna sikhaye :)

Kal se milkar aai thi aaj ,chupke se bandhe suro ke sargam ko gun gun aai thi aaj
waqt ki bhawaro se lad kar aai thi,mud mud kar kai najro se kheli thi
shaam ko pairo me bandhe ,subaho me dhali thi
kalkal karti nadi k pani ki tarah chali thi , aakar teri baho me lamho si judi thi 
khare pani ki tarah suni suni thi ,tere naino me aakar basi,
neendo se raatbhar jhagdi thi.
Raho me badi dhalane hai,sath tu mere hai,chal utar aayein ..
Jindagi ki khoi khoi vaadiyo me chal gujar jaye...
Mishri se ghuli saath hai, chal ek sadiya bita le..
kal na jane, ye pahar ho na ho...palko ki chadar me saji ye galiya..fr ho na ho ...i
chal inhe yaado se saja le .......
Hawao se pata mang kar tujhse mili mai ,kaali ghatao se suni teri baate jhuthi muthi..
Arre chupke se aawaj to de tu,mujhe fir se pangdandiyo par dhakka to de tu..
tere paon ke nishan haiavi tak,jo maine baadalo ko  pahankar tujhpar udai hai..
kohre ki thandi thandi aachon par,tere kaano me maine kuch ghole hai..
chal chalkar sabko bataye...fr se jindagi ko hasna sikhaye....
Bujha de chal suraj ko,saagar ko ghula de khud me,bana de reshmi har eik muskan ko....

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Jamane Gujar Gaye


Halanki,unko dekh kar palti hi thi najar,
Mahsus ye hua,ki jamane gujar gaye.
Ek pal ke liye hamne palke kya jhukai,                           
Vo kisi aur najar ke kayal hi hogaye.
Jinhe sochte the sabse apna,
Vo pal me istarh paraye kar gaye.
Jab hamne samjha liya khud ko,
Rashte me hamare lautkar vo dubara aagaye.
Chah kar bhi ham unhe mana na kar sake,
Aadat se unki istarh tanha tanha hogaye.
Baaho me bhar liya us phul ko bhi,
Jiski kasak hame har katra chubha se gaye.
Fir bhi koi shikwa na kiya,unke har jajbaat ka khayal kiya ,
Hum istarh mohabbat unse bepanah kargaye...
video

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Khud Se Mil Jaane Do



Abhi chhedo na,ki mujhe jal jaane do,
Badi shokh ,naajuk jindagi hai,isme sawar jaane do..
Kuchh sawal hai,unme utar jaane do,
Jo kuch gahra gahra sa hai,unse nikal jaane do..
Kabse bacha k rakhe hai,
Meri jajbaato ko geeto se ghul jaane do..
Resham ke dhaago ki tarah,Najaro me bun jaane do,
Is tarah mujhe khud se mil jaane do………

♥ A War Between Emotions And Loved Ones♥


Surrounded by water all around, I was fighting from strong tides.
No more shores, no more destinations, It was me and my dreamy remnants.
Struggled hard, but it was a long war, where I fought with my loved ones.
There were no blood anywhere, but heart was aching badly,
I was breathing deeply, and my voice was choked somewhere;
I built a dam of stone, to stop the flow of rivers from my eyes.
Now after such a long episodes of emotions, 
I became successful in developing building of attitude,
Made up of stones, concrete, and hard water.
Where there was no place for soft corner…….
But I lost myself along with Him, his presence, his existence..
Now the doors get closed and my life was a brainy existence, like,
large stones on the beach, who had once made home of sands, 
but tides took away everything with them.
life turned and get twisted…....
What left were residuals of 2 and half months memories enveloped forever,
In the paper floating in the ocean , fighting with tides and crests to find its way alone,to enrich,polish and refine the love on hard lines of measurements,with a hope to meet its destination….

Saturday, May 29, 2010

Mere liye hi churai hai

Kuch lamho se chunkar lai hai,Ye jindagi,tujhe mere liye hi khudse churai hai..
Kabhi kinaaro par,to kbhi ret ke daaman se lipti kitni yaade sang lai hai..
Tere hi kadmo ki aahte thi o,tabhi to ye sadiya bhi fursato se hokar aai hai..
Tere saanso ki vo shararte thi,jo  tere hotho se hokar mujhe istarh bhingoti thi.. 
Aaj bhi tera ek khayal,mujhe baadlo se bundo ki tarah girata hai,Najane istarah,kitne sehrao ki pyaas bujhata hai..
Jindagi ki sau parchhaiyo me tera ek saaya,mere sang harpal chalta hai,jo meri aankho me aaine ki tarah jalta hai..
Kisi shaam ka noor ho to khudpar odh lena,kal subah ki pahli kiran se aakar meri madham jindagi ko roshani dejana..
Jab dhundhli hone lage meri yaade,yunhi sukhe patto ki tarah,
to raat ko sardiyo ki os banker meri pyaas bujha dena,
Han meri yaado ko apni baaho ki sheetalta se fir se ek baar jaga dena…
 

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Uljhe Uljhe

Uljhe uljhe sawalo se paresaan raha karta hai,
Thak kar har shab khud se hi mila karta hai
Anjane rashte hai, aur jane pahachane log,
Kis kis se kahe ,kaha kaha simta rahta hai.
Harain paresaan jb khud ko dekhta hai,
Aaina bhi jhutha,har  jhalak daga deta hai..
Par jb tanha tanha ye rahta hai,
Aaspaas Roshni se dhala karta hai .
Chupke se jo koi khala ho to use rog bana le,
Par ye jakhm sa sine me daba karta hai…
Har rashte par ek naya rashta dekha karta hai
Jindagi ki madham aawaz me
,khud se hi baate kiya karta hai.
Ik sa kuch palo ka dard ho to rok le,
Ye to har pal chubha karta hai,
sambhale si bhi nai jo sambhale ,aisa dard bana karta hai


Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Let me be yours


In ur arms,Let me live and die,and in ths way,let me be urs...

Let me feel ur warm breath,and in ths way,let me touch ur soul...

In ur hazel eyes,let me lost more and more in u,

and in ths way,Let me wet myself in ur lovely glare..

Let me hold ur hand,nd let me walk wid u,

all along d way of lyf,nd in ths way just let me beside u,if not wid u..

With ur cold snog on my forehead and eyes,let me wakeup myself wid ur
morning,

till d tym my eyes get closed for forever........
In ur shadow,Let me hide myself and let me be You,
Nd in ths way let me be inseperable from u …
Let d leaves of ur memories shed down on me only,
if thy hav to shed themselves,
and in ths way,let me complete myself  each day,wid ur moments 4 tymbeing...
Someday,u might feel me inside yours,
so let me adore myself wid ur loving sensation whch u made me felt once,
wen u kissd me before leaving me alone..
Let me feel d life  filling me wid ur wet cold soft touch ,nd let me flow once again in those days wen I used to lay in ur arms whole day…
Did u remember those days,wen during a movie we used to play with popcorns,
and in our each meetng somethng unexpected and  idiotic thngs happnd...
and due to my nervousness I used to spilldown all d pepsis  nd  thn  wen u used to clean thm,
I just said ,I lykd to wet myself wid evrythng,either rain ,or pepsi..nd thn u smiled.....
Let me keep that lovely smile of urs wid me,for tymbeing,
and in ths way that,let me live those days again and again........

Monday, May 10, 2010

Kabhi Kabhi Dekha Hai


Kabhi kabhi deewaro par shakl bante  dekha hai
Raat ke sannate mein ,shaikro najm bante dekha hai
zamane ki bheed se jb bhi alag hua,
Tanhai ko khud se lipat te  dekha hai.
Jistarah,yaadon ke barf ko,palko se pighalte dekha hai….
Kbhi  hawao ko bhi mujhse saans lete dekha hai,
Ajnabee ehsaaas ko ajnabee rog bante dekha hai
Jistarah,,har subah ,tere saaye ko sirahne jagte dekha hai.
Kbhi khairato me to, kbhi ibaadato me tujhe sang chalte dekha hai.
Ek deep ki tarah,har seher makhmali kiran bante dekha hai.
Panchhiy ke geeto me bhi , teri mishri si baato ke  ghol ko piya hai.
Jistarah rab ki duao me ,apni hatheli ki rekhao ko ,rang badalte dekha hai….

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Thanks Maa:):):)


When I came into this world,I saw two candles illuminating,whch lit me,
And a sudden touch,so soft nd velvety,bringing me into this life.
How can I forget that soft voice ,which sounds so soothing to me..
I didn't have any idea,where I was,but It seems heaven to me..
She was looking into my eyes ,caressing me,my hands and my face.
Suddenly,I felt a sudden cold snog on my forehead,
oooh,It was so divine..I still remembered that tinge of love flowing within me..
And then she held me and gave a tight hug to me,
Would you please believe me,how lucky and honored I was feeling then.
It seems like whole universe was hurling petals on me..
It was amazing,pure and unbelievable flow of affection widin two bodies,
                        but one and only one soul.
Maa,thanks for giving me life,thanks for bringing life within me,thanx for giving me wings to fly in this world,and thanx for being with me,in all the times of my life..

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Masoom Tabiyat Jindagi

 

Suraj ki angariyo se khelti uski subah,

Kirno ke gharonde par tairti uski hasi,

Neeli chhatri odhe,thap thap karti megha si usme,

Meethe bolo se rangti chali kudratan basera,

Saja rahi ho jaise,patte patte se kadmo ki aahte,

 Jhokon se ladti lato ko uljhati suljhati,

dekho chali aarahi hai is or,

Han masoom tabiyat Jindagi....

Teri Yaadein

Takiye ke tale ,chhipakar rakhe hai ,kuchh unkahe jajbaat
maine,
Thaam lena aakar kal ,pahli kiran se inhe,
Pahar hain,kb talak saath denge,
Beshudh pade palo ki tarah ,chupkese gum ho jayenge,
ki,

Waqt se ab haalat sambhalte nahi hai.
Bikhre hue kuch sapne mere,unko abtak sanjo kar rakha hai,


Jistarah, tumhari yaadon ke... tale lipti padi,os si komal kuch meri
shougaate.
han,istarah intejaar ko bhi panaah dekar rakha hai ……..

Chand shabdo me

Ham Mohabbat ko afsano me bataya nahi karte,
Chand shabdo me piroya nahi karte.
Ye to shabab hai jindagi ka,ae shaaki,
Ham yunhi tanhai ka lutf uthaya nahi karte...
Kaise kahde logo ko,ki ham tanha nahi,
Unhe ham mehfil mehfil sa najar aaya nahi karte.
Ham to deewane hai,dhup bin saaye ke,ki;
Mehboob mere sang sang hai,
Sare aam ye jataya nahi karte.
Umar hai,aur kuchh hamari aadaye bhi,
Mehfil me kuch najre jati to hai,
par kaise samjhaye un gair najro ko,
Har najar ko apna ham banaya nahi karte.
Aadtan Ishq hai,bada naasur,
Har zikar par unke shushk nam ho jaata hai,
ki,

jise samajhte hai apna katil,
khuda usse milaya nahi karte....

Easily Swayed




Whirliing memories,
Innocent lively
smiles,
 Colourful sizzles,
And you,again Deja~vu.
 I am easily swayed,
again and again.
Part of me compact from outside,
parted
and separated inside,
More than infinite times,
Whenever I thought
you..
That Death like pain swirled across,
Pain of
separation,
Inching me closer to death,
as time passed,
Ya...,I
am easily swayed,
again and again,
in your memories,
Feelings
irrevocable,
Love unconditional,
and Life unbelievable.
See,I
am easily swayed,
again and again....
like a ripple taking shape,
after
each fall of something hard,
but swallowed inside,at each
transformation....
ya guess I am easily swayed
again and again....

Friday, April 23, 2010

Space between life and sanity..




Water was flowing and I was struggling,
Between the space of life and sanity..
Suddenly, I sensed some touch of rain on my face…
Relating it with the time when I was in myself,
A Smile spread across my lips,
It was not so tough,
To smile today,
Not so tough to hide something,
It seems so easy,  I was left alone , independently,
And I flowed like a liquid so swiftly…
Clouds of emotions were so clear today,
Sky seems to hold me with its warm touch
I left myself free to catch its fume,
And I can’t express ,
I was so softly letting myself
Dissolve in that aura of smile, 
It makes me remember of that day,when,
I was lost in woods ,and
My father forwarded his hands
I hold his hands and ,
An innocent smile bloom on my lips..
Today the time has repeated itself,
But there were no more woods ,
There are just cobwebs of emotions
Which made me lost again,
and  then a catch of raindrops
Wokeup me,as if inviting me to
Walk some steps wid them
And the rest followed
And again cloudless sky s here to hold me
And I smiled again,without  any pain…


Sunday, April 11, 2010

Aadmiyat


Aaj jindagi ko bahut kareeb se dekha,
Waqt ki bahti bayaro me,
Khud ko bahut gareeb sa dekha.
Jab palte panne khud ke,
To apne astitava ko ,
Tute hue lakir sa dekha.
Jhuth se bani khawabo ki imarat me,
Khud ko bandhe janjir se dekha.
Jaane kab se roke rakha tha,
Jajbaato ko,
Aaj unhi ko khuli hawa me saans lete dekha.
Kab se baadal baadal sa ,jo mandra raha tha mujhme,
Un aankho me bhi hara hara barsaat sa dekha.
Dard jo sine me harpal uthte the,
Unhe dhua dhua karte dekha.
Jaane kab se mausam sukha sukha sa tha,
Aaj unme gile bundo ka ek bhor sa dekha.
Dur kahi mera desh tha,
Uski khusboo se aaj khud ko sawarte dekha.
Khuda se jo berukhi thi,
Anjane me hi sahi,par jo gariyat thi,
Uske adao me bhi khud ko sharik sa dekha.
Jo tanha tanha sa tha,aapno se,
Us tanhai me bhi,
Aaj apne aksh ko mahfuj sa dekha.
Jo talash thi meri mujhme,
Us talash me ,
Aaj apni aadmiyat ko dekha.

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Waqt Lagta Hai

 Dil ke tah khulne me waqt lagta hai,
Aaapse khul kar milne me waqt lagta hai,
Dil me chhupe hain jajbaat itne,
Labjo se ghulne me waqt lagta hai.
Jindagi se rubaru fir hone lage hai,
Par shaam ko dhalne me bhi waqt lagta hai.
Dekhkar aapko titliya banta ye mann,
Use gulshita ko rangne me bhi waqt lagta hai.
Ruth gai thi jo hasi hotho se,
Fir vahi khilne me bhi waqt lagta hai.
Aaapse jo umeed  kar li hai masoom man ne mere,
Ise paagal banne me bhi waqt lagta hai.
Abhi shabdo ka silsila chalne dijiye,
Kyonki ek najm banne me bhi waqt lagta hai.

Friday, February 19, 2010


तुम क्यों आये ?
तुम इसतरह आये मेरे सावन में,
उम्मीदों का सिलसिला बनता गया.
आँखों में नया आकाश खिलता गया,
पंछियों की तरह मेरा मन उड़ता गया,
यौंवन की धुप आँगन लगता गया,
सायों में मेरी ,तेरा रंग छिपता गया,
नींदों में तू चुपकेसे जगता गया,
मेरे लबों की सरगम बनता गया,
आँखों में करवटें लेता गया,
मौसमों से हर रंग चुराता गया,
मेरे आँचल में लाकर छुपाता गया,
पर जब आज तुम नहीं हो ,
तो आज बारिस भी सुखा सा है,
इसकी बूंदों में कुछ कशक सा है,
राश्तों में अकेलापन सा है,
आज भी तू मेरी सायों में छिपता है,
पर जब भी आकर लिपटता है,
एक अनजाना दर्द सा सीने में उठता है,
उमीदों का सिलसिला अब भी बनता है,
पर ये भी फीका सा लगता है,
मेरा पंछिसा मन अब कुछ चुप सा रहता है,
लबो पर जो गीत बनते है,
वो खुद से बाते करते है,
आज भी, मेरी आँखों में तू ही करवटे लेता है,
पर तब तिनके सा चुभता है,आंसुओ में बह जाता है.
नींदों में जब तू जगता था,रात अच्छे लगते थे,
पर अब तेरा वही, मुझमे जगना खलता है,
तुम्हारे जाने के बाद, अब मौसमो ने रुख बदला है,
अब हमने भी उनसे लड़ना छोड़ दिया है.
हाँ हमने अब,
जिंदगी को रंगीन बनाना छोड़ दिया है.

Thursday, February 18, 2010

अगर तुम मिल जाते युहीं रोज 

तुम मिल जाते अगर राह चलते युहीं रोज,
पीछे से आकर थाम लेते तुमको रोज,
फिर हवा बन उर जाते,
अगर मुरकर देखते रोज.
पत्तियों की खरखराहट से राश्ते पर,
लगता जैसे ,हम आये तुमसे मिलने रोज.
हम अगर इस दुनिया से चले भी जाए,
तो भी हर मोड़ पर ,देखोगे मुझे रोज.
छुनछुन की आवाज़ से ,गूंजेगी तेरी फिजाए रोज,
जब जब पंछियों की कुहुकुहू सुनोगे रोज.
खुद जलकर करेंगे रोशन तेरी शमा रोज,
जब बुझेगी चिराग ,खुद को जलाया करेंगे रोज.
चुभेंगी जब मेरी यादें रोज,
पढ़ लेना मेरी कोई ग़ज़ल रोज.
झुकने लगेंगी नजरें,रोना चाहेंगी अगर रोज,
चुपकेसे बिठा लेना पलकों पे मुझे रोज.
रिमझिम बरसें  बुँदे, जब तेरे चेहरें पर रोज,
नंगे पाँव चलकर,आयेंगे तुमसे मिलने रोज.

Skylark Breathe Life


Life is twisting within me,
Clouds of memories covered me,
Sky is increasing its limits,
To take me into his arms.
My youthfulness is swinging,
And skipping with the rays.
Sensuous sounds of my songs,
Echoing with breath of the valley.
Sky-lark within me is evolving,
And sacred paradise is flying,
In the air,skying the universe,
In my dreamy and imaging eyes.
Moves of my eyeball is,
Sheering within me,
Blossoming the petals of
My live innocent smile.
Yeah,now I am glad,
you can guess,
Because Life is living within me.

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Incomplete Winters




In the morning of winters,
There are some sunny moments,
which gives me butterflies,
And the whole world tickles inside me.
I am very far away from him,
But still his memories tampers inside me,
Beautifying my body and soul both,
In a complete women.
In the morning of winters,
There are some sunny moments.
A single thought of him,
Sprouts inside me as fruits,
Giving me sweet tastes of love.
Yeah it was for a little time being,
But it stayed wid me ever as forever.
In the morning of winters,
There are some sunny moments.
His aura is not for me,
I can't help it,
He still dwells inside me,
As if beat of heart,
As if pulse per second,
As if breath of life,
Making me breathless day-by-day.
A bit calculative syndrome,
Surrounded me,sounds mathematically,
whenever,I open my Diary,
and flipped the pages,
I mentioned the dates of our meetings
When we met first,
When our eyes met and stucked,
It was amazing,I want the time to stand for me,
I want to lost myself more and more in his glare,
Yeah, it was for some moments,
But all seems great for me,
As ever as forever......