Thanks Maa:):):)

When I came into this world,I saw two candles illuminating,whch lit me,
And a sudden touch,so soft nd velvety,bringing me into this life.
How can I forget that soft voice ,which sounds so soothing to me..
I didn't have any idea,where I was,but It seems heaven to me..
She was looking into my eyes ,caressing me,my hands and my face.
Suddenly,I felt a sudden cold snog on my forehead,
oooh,It was so divine..I still remembered that tinge of love flowing within me..
And then she held me and gave a tight hug to me,
Would you please believe me,how lucky and honored I was feeling then.
It seems like whole universe was hurling petals on me..
It was amazing,pure and unbelievable flow of affection widin two bodies,
                        but one and only one soul.
Maa,thanks for giving me life,thanks for bringing life within me,thanx for giving me wings to fly in this world,and thanx for being with me,in all the times of my life..

Masoom Tabiyat Jindagi

 

Suraj ki angariyo se khelti uski subah,

Kirno ke gharonde par tairti uski hasi,

Neeli chhatri odhe,thap thap karti megha si usme,

Meethe bolo se rangti chali kudratan basera,

Saja rahi ho jaise,patte patte se kadmo ki aahte,

 Jhokon se ladti lato ko uljhati suljhati,

dekho chali aarahi hai is or,

Han masoom tabiyat Jindagi....

Teri Yaadein

Takiye ke tale ,chhipakar rakhe hai ,kuchh unkahe jajbaat
maine,
Thaam lena aakar kal ,pahli kiran se inhe,
Pahar hain,kb talak saath denge,
Beshudh pade palo ki tarah ,chupkese gum ho jayenge,
ki,

Waqt se ab haalat sambhalte nahi hai.
Bikhre hue kuch sapne mere,unko abtak sanjo kar rakha hai,


Jistarah, tumhari yaadon ke... tale lipti padi,os si komal kuch meri
shougaate.
han,istarah intejaar ko bhi panaah dekar rakha hai ……..

Chand shabdo me

Ham Mohabbat ko afsano me bataya nahi karte,
Chand shabdo me piroya nahi karte.
Ye to shabab hai jindagi ka,ae shaaki,
Ham yunhi tanhai ka lutf uthaya nahi karte...
Kaise kahde logo ko,ki ham tanha nahi,
Unhe ham mehfil mehfil sa najar aaya nahi karte.
Ham to deewane hai,dhup bin saaye ke,ki;
Mehboob mere sang sang hai,
Sare aam ye jataya nahi karte.
Umar hai,aur kuchh hamari aadaye bhi,
Mehfil me kuch najre jati to hai,
par kaise samjhaye un gair najro ko,
Har najar ko apna ham banaya nahi karte.
Aadtan Ishq hai,bada naasur,
Har zikar par unke shushk nam ho jaata hai,
ki,
jise samajhte hai apna katil,
khuda usse milaya nahi karte....

Easily Swayed

Whirliing memories,
Innocent lively
smiles,
 Colourful sizzles,
And you,again Deja~vu.

 I am easily swayed,
again and again.
Part of me compact from outside,
parted
and separated inside,
More than infinite times,
Whenever I thought
you..
That Death like pain swirled across,
Pain of
separation,
Inching me closer to death,
as time passed,
Ya...,I
am easily swayed,
again and again,
in your memories,
Feelings
irrevocable,
Love unconditional,
and Life unbelievable.
See,I
am easily swayed,
again and again....
like a ripple taking shape,
after
each fall of something hard,
but swallowed inside,at each
transformation....
ya guess I am easily swayed
again and again....

Space between life and sanity..

Water was flowing and I was struggling,

Between the space of life and sanity..

Suddenly, I sensed some touch of rain on my face…

Relating it with the time when I was in myself,

A Smile spread across my lips,

It was not so tough,

To smile today,

Not so tough to hide something,

It seems so easy,  I was left alone , independently,

And I flowed like a liquid so swiftly…

Clouds of emotions were so clear today,

Sky seems to hold me with its warm touch

I left myself free to catch its fume,

And I can’t express ,

I was so softly letting myself

Dissolve in that aura of smile, 

It makes me remember of that day,when,

I was lost in woods ,and

My father forwarded his hands

I hold his hands and ,

An innocent smile bloom on my lips..

Today the time has repeated itself,

But there were no more woods ,

There are just cobwebs of emotions

Which made me lost again,

and  then a catch of raindrops

Wokeup me,as if inviting me to

Walk some steps wid them

And the rest followed

And again cloudless sky s here to hold me

And I smiled again,without  any pain…

Aadmiyat

Aaj jindagi ko bahut kareeb se dekha,
Waqt ki bahti bayaro me,
Khud ko bahut gareeb sa dekha.
Jab palte panne khud ke,
To apne astitava ko ,
Tute hue lakir sa dekha.
Jhuth se bani khawabo ki imarat me,
Khud ko bandhe janjir se dekha.
Jaane kab se roke rakha tha,
Jajbaato ko,
Aaj unhi ko khuli hawa me saans lete dekha.
Kab se baadal baadal sa ,jo mandra raha tha mujhme,
Un aankho me bhi hara hara barsaat sa dekha.
Dard jo sine me harpal uthte the,
Unhe dhua dhua karte dekha.
Jaane kab se mausam sukha sukha sa tha,
Aaj unme gile bundo ka ek bhor sa dekha.
Dur kahi mera desh tha,
Uski khusboo se aaj khud ko sawarte dekha.
Khuda se jo berukhi thi,
Anjane me hi sahi,par jo gariyat thi,
Uske adao me bhi khud ko sharik sa dekha.
Jo tanha tanha sa tha,aapno se,
Us tanhai me bhi,
Aaj apne aksh ko mahfuj sa dekha.
Jo talash thi meri mujhme,
Us talash me ,

Aaj apni aadmiyat ko dekha.

Waqt Lagta Hai

 Dil ke tah khulne me waqt lagta hai,
Aaapse khul kar milne me waqt lagta hai,
Dil me chhupe hain jajbaat itne,
Labjo se ghulne me waqt lagta hai.
Jindagi se rubaru fir hone lage hai,
Par shaam ko dhalne me bhi waqt lagta hai.
Dekhkar aapko titliya banta ye mann,
Use gulshita ko rangne me bhi waqt lagta hai.
Ruth gai thi jo hasi hotho se,
Fir vahi khilne me bhi waqt lagta hai.
Aaapse jo umeed  kar li hai masoom man ne mere,
Ise paagal banne me bhi waqt lagta hai.
Abhi shabdo ka silsila chalne dijiye,
Kyonki ek najm banne me bhi waqt lagta hai.

तुम क्यों आये ?

तुम इसतरह आये मेरे सावन में,

उम्मीदों का सिलसिला बनता गया.
आँखों में नया आकाश खिलता गया,
पंछियों की तरह मेरा मन उड़ता गया,
यौंवन की धुप आँगन लगता गया,
सायों में मेरी ,तेरा रंग छिपता गया,
नींदों में तू चुपकेसे जगता गया,
मेरे लबों की सरगम बनता गया,
आँखों में करवटें लेता गया,
मौसमों से हर रंग चुराता गया,
मेरे आँचल में लाकर छुपाता गया,
पर जब आज तुम नहीं हो ,
तो आज बारिस भी सुखा सा है,
इसकी बूंदों में कुछ कशक सा है,
राश्तों में अकेलापन सा है,
आज भी तू मेरी सायों में छिपता है,
पर जब भी आकर लिपटता है,
एक अनजाना दर्द सा सीने में उठता है,
उमीदों का सिलसिला अब भी बनता है,
पर ये भी फीका सा लगता है,
मेरा पंछिसा मन अब कुछ चुप सा रहता है,
लबो पर जो गीत बनते है,
वो खुद से बाते करते है,
आज भी, मेरी आँखों में तू ही करवटे लेता है,
पर तब तिनके सा चुभता है,आंसुओ में बह जाता है.
नींदों में जब तू जगता था,रात अच्छे लगते थे,
पर अब तेरा वही, मुझमे जगना खलता है,
तुम्हारे जाने के बाद, अब मौसमो ने रुख बदला है,
अब हमने भी उनसे लड़ना छोड़ दिया है.
हाँ हमने अब,
जिंदगी को रंगीन बनाना छोड़ दिया है.

अगर तुम मिल जाते युहीं रोज 

तुम मिल जाते अगर राह चलते युहीं रोज,
पीछे से आकर थाम लेते तुमको रोज,
फिर हवा बन उर जाते,
अगर मुरकर देखते रोज.
पत्तियों की खरखराहट से राश्ते पर,
लगता जैसे ,हम आये तुमसे मिलने रोज.
हम अगर इस दुनिया से चले भी जाए,
तो भी हर मोड़ पर ,देखोगे मुझे रोज.
छुनछुन की आवाज़ से ,गूंजेगी तेरी फिजाए रोज,
जब जब पंछियों की कुहुकुहू सुनोगे रोज.
खुद जलकर करेंगे रोशन तेरी शमा रोज,
जब बुझेगी चिराग ,खुद को जलाया करेंगे रोज.
चुभेंगी जब मेरी यादें रोज,
पढ़ लेना मेरी कोई ग़ज़ल रोज.
झुकने लगेंगी नजरें,रोना चाहेंगी अगर रोज,
चुपकेसे बिठा लेना पलकों पे मुझे रोज.
रिमझिम बरसें  बुँदे, जब तेरे चेहरें पर रोज,

नंगे पाँव चलकर,आयेंगे तुमसे मिलने रोज.

Skylark Breathe Life

Life is twisting within me,
Clouds of memories covered me,
Sky is increasing its limits,
To take me into his arms.
My youthfulness is swinging,
And skipping with the rays.
Sensuous sounds of my songs,
Echoing with breath of the valley.
Sky-lark within me is evolving,
And sacred paradise is flying,
In the air,skying the universe,
In my dreamy and imaging eyes.
Moves of my eyeball is,
Sheering within me,
Blossoming the petals of
My live innocent smile.
Yeah,now I am glad,
you can guess,
Because Life is living within me.

Incomplete Winters

In the morning of winters,
There are some sunny moments,
which gives me butterflies,
And the whole world tickles inside me.
I am very far away from him,
But still his memories tampers inside me,
Beautifying my body and soul both,
In a complete women.
In the morning of winters,
There are some sunny moments.
A single thought of him,
Sprouts inside me as fruits,
Giving me sweet tastes of love.
Yeah it was for a little time being,
But it stayed wid me ever as forever.
In the morning of winters,
There are some sunny moments.
His aura is not for me,
I can't help it,
He still dwells inside me,
As if beat of heart,
As if pulse per second,
As if breath of life,
Making me breathless day-by-day.
A bit calculative syndrome,
Surrounded me,sounds mathematically,
whenever,I open my Diary,
and flipped the pages,
I mentioned the dates of our meetings
When we met first,
When our eyes met and stucked,
It was amazing,I want the time to stand for me,
I want to lost myself more and more in his glare,
Yeah, it was for some moments,
But all seems great for me,
As ever as forever......