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Thursday, August 25, 2011

मैं एक मुसाफिर



अपना आसमान ढूंढ़ता हु  मैं ,पर मंजर कहीं  नहीं है,
एक अजब सी  बेचैनी है ,पर चैनोअमन कहीं नहीं है.
ख्वाईशें अब उभरी उभरी सी हैं ,पर साथ किसी का नहीं है
कदमो तलें ,ज़िन्दगी हैरत है,पर अपना कारवाँ कहीं नहीं है
आहट सुन जो दौर पड़ी है,मुस्कान होठो से,
रास्तो पर खिलखिला रही है,मुझे क्यूँ सता  रही है
कब से इस अनजान सफ़र का अधुरा मुसाफिर मैं ,इक तलास में सदियाँ गुजार दी है ,  
सूखे गले से भींगी वो बाते,निकली तो, पर गीत कहीं नहीं है .
 खुश  हूँ कि इस गुमनाम शहर  में कोई मुझे जानता नहीं है,
खुद से दो बातें तो हो जाती हैं,जो अक्स भूलने लगा था,उससे मुलाकाते तो हो जाती है.
सो लेता हूँ चैन से मैं,इस उमस  सी रात में ,पर बरसातें कहीं नहीं हैं,
कुछ पिघल जाता है,खामोसी बनकर,पर  दर्द दूर दूर तक नहीं है.
आज चल पड़ा हू जिन  रास्तो पर, कितनी तन्हाईयाँ है,
पर मुझसे जुड़ी ये कैसी आवारगी है जो हँस कर निकल जाती है
शुकून दे जाती है,लहरों से मिलकर मेरी ही परछाईयाँ गुदगुदी कर जाती है
आवाज़ दू मैं  खुद को और फिर ओ मुझे दे आवाज़,ऐसी बदहवासी कहीं नहीं है
चलो आज गुजर जायें  इन्ही गलियों से, खुद को आबाद कर दे,
जो समय रेत से भरी थी मैंने ,आज मुट्ठी में वो ही नहीं है.





Friday, April 22, 2011

Everything Is Yours


Birds are singing in the valley,
Chirp Chirp Chirp
Chirruping!!!
Strings of Heart glistening in the sun
and chords of sky singing 'malhar'
Innocence is floating in the sky,
My nomadic soul,a wanderer
In the valley of  unknown world,
Meets  daily with anonymous soldier.
Who is mine, no one,
Myself  snatched time and space
From the echoes of  alive,
 Drops of moments!!
Malhar,Malhar, Malhar,
Rhythm!!!
From the clouds of oven,
cooked dreams rains upon me,
Steps tumbled,and
Two little arms of  lone walls hold me.
Knocking on my Door,
Knock ,knock ,knock
Whispers!!!
That beautiful million dollar smile ,
Whispers to me one day,
Be green,Float pearls ,and forget yourself,
Everything is yours.
Pick and decorate them into,
The pack of memories,
The Hallucination of lover,
The Childish summers,
The Intimate thread of Friendship,
The happy and gay Faces.
Ahaa!!!
Let's write our stories on breezes,
like dust floating in the air,
Playing Hide and Seek with rays,
Let's be the reflection of  your Own Self.










Monday, April 4, 2011

Meri Hasi,Teri Yaadein...


Gunguni dhup me simti,lipti
meri baahe,teri khusbu.
Aur,Gupchup khelti lukachhipi
meri hatheli ,teri dhup.
Jaise,Lahro par tairte hum,
Mera aasmaan,teri jameen.
Ghul gaya!!
Halke se patto par, naram bundo me,
Bhingi meri palke, tera badan.
Yun, Najane kitni khamosiya chun laye,
Mere labj ,tere hoth
Han,kirano  par naachte,
meri athkheliya,teri parchhaiya.
Aaa, Dhak mujhe khud se,
Baaris,shawl pahan aai hai,
meri saanse,teri aahe.
Ruk,
Dekh liya aaj,hamne
waqt se kaise lamhe bune,
meri hasi,teri yaadein.....

Saturday, March 19, 2011

ONE


I am carved beautifully,
see my black wavyhair,
lustrous eyes,
firm breasts,
Hips,bottoms,
thighs,lips,neckline,
so beautifully designed,
Creation of a SCULPTOR,
Seductive,arousing,
Ahh!!Im stuck in between,
Playng the roles of a Mother,Sister,Wife,
Prisoned in the Household chores,
Sittng near the window, 
Observing the fist of Patriarchy,
Sounds of a HAMMER
And the Buzz of the Metro
I am alone but afraid
Afraid and
complaining complaining 
O SCULPTOR,O SCULPTOR
Random thoughts invading my mind.
Do I need an erection and elongation
of my privates
to walk SAFELY on the Streets of Delhi??
or,Do I need to paint myself with Masculinity,
to show my individuality without Sexual Harassement??
I'm beautiful,I'm rational,
I am like art,
art of power,life,individuality
I am scared I am afraid,only because,
I am Silent
I am not only a silent wave,
I know How to be Tsunami,
I am not poetry on paper
I know,how to ask for my rights
I am not dictates of bangle,
I have my own opinion
I am not a blossoming flower
I am alive fragrance of Change
Wheels of change ,
yeah,folk lore of Belief
Laying down in the mist
Let me explore myself,
a landscape within me,
like the vast open sea,
like the dancing dust in the rays
Liberation Liberation
I am my liberation
I'm your mother,your sister, your wife
But not to be Fucked always,
my stove cooks the Biryani of relations
with the tadka of love and emotions,
Don't understimate it as my weakness
I have a flare for my own Burning Desires
From the clouds of heavy blackness
I know to rain myself in 
every bit of my SELF
My eyes are hypnotic
but mixed with the expressions of 
my own identity
I am not Random,
I'm the ONE

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Palke sangini


Raas kare,kitne rango me tu,
aye re jalti bujhti palke sangini,\
Ab to rooh ko jala ja,
kyu karti hai hara hara
duba duba jati hai,
ye gahrai..aah!
aaj jo bhingi mai,
teri saanso se hi ja  khili mai
Neendo se kya hui teri baat 
jo ab mujhse shikwa kar rahi tu
karwate lelekr raat gujari hai
sujhe na kuch, are ab to maan ja
aye re mandir masjid meri,palke bandini
Jaanu,ya na jaanu,par hairan hu mai
sajda sajda ,hai!
tere titliyo se man ki ye udaan,
badi megha megha hai,
Rok le abhi,
najane kaha kaha barse ye,
Mehndi se kajrai aaj tu hai
Kitne juthe muthe sapne dikhayegi
Ye to tu bhi jane,na kuch chhipa tujhse
Na,na na,naanaa
O sunle re khawise ,meri,
aaj baras ja jibhar k,sahra sahra hai
dabe paao k nishan hai
utri jo aaj badlo se,
mahka mahka sab kuch hai.
Kal kal karta ye akelapan
Khidki se reshm dor k tale 
aaungi mai,,
Ruk jaa aaj yaha,kirne hai mutthi me meri
Teri baaho ki bagiya se aa jindagi ko chhupayi
Fir kaahe ko mohe,tu de dosh re,
Aaj mai jali,aaa mujhe bhi chhu le ,
band hote dar par o aashiq aajan diye hai,
sunle uski bhi,paani paani ban ghul ja mujhme.
Jidd na kar chunri bhingoi hai ,
Ahhh!!!
meri bunde bunde,saawan saheli......


Red


Flap, flap, flap,
flap ur wings pigeons,
Heart is yelling 
Peace, peace ,peace 
U whitish whitish,
Symbols of Bloody peace.
Let d desire burn ,
Let d Coal lit ds night,
Night, night ,night,
Day is not gona to come,
Unless u die this storm.
Coward ,coward ,coward,
World might bless u 4 ths 
Bt,wot vl u answer?
O blessed Saint,
Humming beautifully
O Chorous,
sing d songs of Blind
Walk d mountains,
Taste d sweetnes of ur sweat,
Temples vl ring d bell
Whn u walk velvety rugged terrain
Slept?
O dreamy pigeon??
wait,
I m hungry,
My lesioned soul is thirsty
Thought 4 Food is nt enough,
Gv me d real u,
can't hold ths white more,
Give me Red.


Before the doors get closed


Aftr seeking sex,
My thoughts are left on stained island..
thy walk al alone,covering a distance btwn tym nd space..
Introduced to love bites,as they stepped furter,
tired but blessed,smiling from d bushes..
Ideas were crushd nd smells magnolia magnolia,
as longing 4 desire desire,
Urged nd kissed d subconscious thread of intimacy,
Piercing al beads of sweat aftr seeking d ULTIMATE..
Mirror and mirror all around,bt not a true reflection,
Peeping into d eyes nd asking Salvation salvation....
Oh!its erotica erotica..
Deepng me deepng d illusion,
Took me towards serenity
oh!beauty of d soul
M late ,yeah m gettng late
to reach d shallow depth of my innerness
before d doors get closed.....

Conscience


I seek myself in evry tide and turns 
Search myself in evry face whch I see
Reflections reflections,thy r my reflections.
Devil,Innocent,Pious,Jealous,Trusty,Nasty
Piercing me in bubbles,
Smtyms trampled, Smtyms worn as lace,
War and Peace,No no ,not Tolstoy,
Its me,Its me..
Perhaps each one of me, on behalf of each,
Marching to final destination,bt d roads are vague
And here it goes...tug of war ...
an open mind with different views dominating each othr
Creation Creation whr s d creation,
All around it seems like cremation...
I m scared bt I fyt ,I hate myself bt I admire 
I show I m d happiest,bt I knw I m fake
Somwhr I seek myself,in my subconscious mind
Finally I got myself in my conscience 
Reflections,Reflections,thy r my reflections..


I Know....


Broken words, stammering lines,Don't know whr m driftng,
Floatng wid d flow of stream,Donno ........m nt n myself,
Hey stop me,I m running wid my Blind eyes,
Burning Inside several Desires,Let me Bleed,
M nt on d track ,Dancing on d strings of light,
Hey,me on d top of d roof ready to fall freely,
I got it got it dammit,smthng which was cryng widin me,
from d tym being,I donno knw d way,it pinched me hard..
Broken Words,Stammering lines,I knw ,whr m driftng....